it has been a flurry

it has been a flurry of activities the past few days for me, to improvise and adapt the binding contract at a hotel for an event that is now postponed due to last-minute cancellations by participants, and to turn it into a different programming with a whole new crew of invitees.. on the one hand a lot of fun, b/c I love networking, and making this small world just that, but the negotiations part to get a little more leeway in how much I can pull together was making my head spin.. imagine that! i speak thus obliquely since i work with a somewhat sensitive audience who may want to keep a low profile, so don’t poke around too much, even tho’ i do reveal quite a bit here on this web site about myself. If you know me personally, you might fire off an email to me and I’ll see how much more we can talk about, and if I tell you, I can’t shoot you, b/c I don’t know how to handle firearms, yet.. have a friend who’s supposed to take me to the firing range one of these days, but his company has been chaotic for months now, most recently laying off something like 50% of the staff incl. CEO.. corporate craziness all over, but this one didn’t make the headlines.

this week I’ve been needing

this week I’ve been needing more sleep than the past few, sorta a cyclical thing for me.. have had some new emails from people this week, who’ve been finding my web site through a variety of means (and now that I have a new stats tracker, I have a better sense of how people find this site, and what they’re interested in).. and beginning to have some good dialogue about life and spirituality.. conversation is LIFE for me.

according to the 10 lenses preference indicator, my top 3 prefs (on a scale of 15) are: Trascendent (13), Meritocratist (13), Colorblind (10)

came across this fascinating article while surfing: even a 12-year old knows porn is boring..

Found part of this name

Found part of this name analysis of my formal name to be true, particularly the part of loving change, dislike for system, monotony, details, and routines; the part that’s not me is the wanting challenges or having to have things done so efficiently or perfectly::

As Difei you seek change, travel, new opportunities, and new challenges. Your active, restless nature demands action and you dislike system and monotony. As you are versatile and capable, you could do any job well, although you would not like to do menial tasks. Having considerable vision, you could be adept at formulating new, more effective ways of doing things. You could organize the work of others, though in your impatience to see the job done efficiently, you would likely step right in and do it yourself. You could work well in sales and promotion, and would not be afraid to risk a gamble as the name gives you much self-confidence. You do not find contentment in the routine tasks and responsibilities that are associated with home and family or with administrative detail in the business world, so you have to guard against frustration and even moods of depression over your personal responsibilities. The restlessness this name creates could find an outlet in caustic, irritable expression. Also, the intensity of your nature could result in tension in the solar plexus causing stomach trouble and, because you take your responsibilities seriously you could experience much worry.